Monday, November 2, 2015

It seems like forever..

Oh my goodness it seems like I have been trying to lose weight FOREVER...  Well it hasn't been forever but its been a long time.. I started my journey back in January of 2012 and in November of 2012 I hit 70 pounds lost and since then I have bounced back n forth between 60 and 65..  Well today I got back to that 70 marker and I want to make it to 75... 

So I guess its goal time again...  So between today and the first time I weigh in 2016 which will be January 4th which is nine weeks I want to be down a total of 80 pounds so that's 10 pounds between now and January 4...  That's a little over one pound a week, I get so nervous when I get goals but I know that I can't stay where I am at right now...  My husband and I would love to get pregnant but I want to be at a healthier weight first...  I want to be able to ride in an airplane without a seat belt extender...  I want to be around for my family...  So if I have all these wants then I need to have some action to go along with them...

So I was having a moment of weakness today and a stressful day grabbed some chocolate pringles which is not what I needed at all...  So yes I sat and munched on them then I felt horrible about eating them...  I know myself I would  have munched on them the rest of the day and probably into the night...  So I took them outside and crushed them..  Yes I know some say its a waste of food and yes it is but I had to do it for myself....


So there is my new goal down a total of 80 pounds by January 4th 2016